dudemangy

With 2 hearts beating inside me my reserve has become massive this...... Being inside   I think I'll call him greed it feels amazing and destructive at the same time such a struggle with such open dreams and things undone to be finished but with such mental blocks wanting the world but never finishing anything

Maybe this is all to much. I see these faces in my head I see these faces in my mind and the world explodes emotion at me. The greatest gift I could ever give the world Would be comprehension of the beauty i can see in a single glimpse of time in the smallest places of seemingly nothing. I think my emotions, the system which runs them, the entire network. Is broken. I can look up at the sky and know it right, I can see one part out of all else and draw the beauty in my mind the energy the pure awe and amazement of ,, i cant describe it with words all i can say is that its almost  tangible, the feeling that is. the feeling the emotion the pure

Either since im not premium member no one can see me. or maybe no one uses deviant art that I know anymore, haha or perhaps what I write is uninteresting and everyone now hates me for dissapearing for what i think is almost a year maybe almost 2?